That's what friends are for.


thanks guys. =)


amenda, a friend that truly cares. <3

Recently I have this strange behavior and frequently, negative thoughts have been crossing through my mind. I mean, yea I'd made a promise here to stay positive and yet this is happening. It happens whenever you’re not busy with anything and most likely when you're alone. Just wanna get away from it and everything else which I couldn't; it's so freaking irritating.

Well at least the life now involves more people. What bugs me sometimes is that, even though I'm in the company of people, and even if they're my closest friends, there are times where I feel totally spaced out. I'm there physically but mentally I'm elsewhere, all alone and just feeling lonely. I know the problem lies in me, but... sigh I guess that's just the way it is.

Ever so often there is a period when we go through an emotional phase. I had, in my time, experienced moments of fury, depression and confusion where I want to be left alone. Yet being alone makes me feel worse than I already am.
In moments like these, there will be angel who comes in the form of a special friend. They may not be there all the time with you but they’re watching out. They'll drop you a message or two, not probing for the problems that's troubling you but letting you know whatever the obstacle, they will be there for you. I'm really happy and blessed to have such awesome friendship with really cool people who've been a significant impact in my life.
Everyone has that special group of angels beside and around them. You find comfort in their presence and words of encouragement even though you’re going through mortal hell.

Oh well, reality has finally sank in that, what's in the past, would remain in the past and I shouldn't harp on it anymore. I'm not in dire need to fall in love again but really do hope I'll meet someone again one day, but not at the present moment... it's hard to say, love happens when it happens and you’ve just gotta take it in your stride. What matter most is that you do cherish the moments and your special someone the best you can.