At The Crossroad Once Again

I'm at the crossroads of life itself. That’s the reason why I need my space; I'm still cogitating and looking for the purpose of my existence. I need to expunge all the sorrows that’s confounding and tormenting me.
I need to be positive and fight the nemesis and obstacles obstructing my path. Need to vanquish and conquer thy weaknesses. It's easier said than done. But sigh, life's so dramatic... oh well I've to make the choice not to toil in my misery but make the best of what I have and can do. And maybe, just maybe a little prayer helps.

A Simple Prayer.
Dear God,

I thank you for myself, that I'm Your child, that You have created me in Your own image that I belongs to You, that no matter in what circumstances You are with me because You say in Your word that You will never forsake Your child no matter what. That whenever I call upon You, You listen and not a time You have forsaken me. God I pray that You guide me through every thought, that I will surrender every thought I have to You. That You be so real to me in this period of time that I will experience You once again. God would You awaken my spirit man once again, that my passion for You will not die off but will continue to grow even deeper. That I'll believe that Your timing is perfect, that my life belongs to You. God have Your way in my life; let Your will be done in my life. That step by step I will allow You to reign in every area of my life. God, at Your own timing would You reveal to me bit by bit of what you have in stored for your precious child. God, would You unblock my spiritual ears and open my spiritual eyes so that I can hear from You and see what You are doing in my life. God, I commit myself into Your hands, that You will take care of my every needs and that I will trust You like never before. Thank You God! In Jesus name I pray, Amen!