Valentine?

Valentine's Day was supposed to be a lovely night for all couples wanting to spend some tender moments together, for me instead goes no date, only lucky enough to have my friends’ company.
Somehow, I've learnt that brooding over incidents isn't a constructive way of resolving issues neither can it makes me feel better though I usually cant help but to. I really need to get everything off my chest instead of bottling it all up, so here I am, blogging…

Well, there're times when you look at others and you crave to have the same, especially on this very special day when you feel it even more. What I feel isn't jealousy or even envy, I'm just upset. Saddened by the fact that I'm not being able to possess the love I wanted but instead, glance as an onlooker of others' success.

I'm not whining and sighing. Though I keep finding myself repeatedly stumbling over the question "why not me?" No doubt that I'm genuinely happy for the people and their love but deep down inside, I feel utterly speechless for my failure.

That's how I'm feeling right now, imagine having the embodiment of your hopes, dreams and aspirations taken away from you. Looking around, others scaled to greater heights having sweeter relationships than you once had. Now the sweetest memories are hurting the hardest.
What a year it has been, in this day I do wish everybody a happy valentine day. Creativity and individuality are the keys to being truly romantic. "Flowers, candy, movies, dinners, chocolates, jewelry, champagne", certainly satisfy generic romance. And most importantly, is the LOVE.

No one will stay single forever, next year will be a better valentines.