Emo Days

I was at the botanical gardens the other day, went there in search of some fresh air, I just needed a break everything else. Felt the urge to sort out the cacophony of recent events and to calm my nerves for the upcoming papers.
I was at the swan lake, lying down on the green meadow, glancing up at the clear blue sky, I was led to recall the beautiful moments I had once been through. The wrenching sense of bittersweet,
I couldn't hold back my tears.

It has been a long stretch of uneasy days, can I hold out much longer? I'm still struggling to my feet since that blow which hit me so hard.
There've been many times when I feel so alone in this world...In moments as such, I have the luxury to recount precious memories, sweet and sour. The memories, surpassing the decay of time, added a whole new sense of joy… and I'm just really thankful for the people around me…

I'm fine people, though I have yet to over come it. And indeed I do fall into pits of self pittance and unhealthy doses of emotions.
But hey, I'm beginning to take a more optimistic approach to life, and have seen my goals clearer. Indulge myself in happiness. Hang out with those close friends of yours, have faith in God, believing that He will make a way, a beautiful plans already drawn out for you, waiting to be uncovered and to be revealed to you someday.
In such period of isolation, you’ll learn that God is always there with you, not forgetting too those true friends… the ones who really care.

I hope this Valentine's Day as well as any other Valentine's Day, though in the midst of misery and in search of another true love(or not), I can fall deeper in love with Christ Jesus my Lord.
And keep the flame of hope ablaze…